2023 was a double-edged set of incredible gifts and difficult goodbyes; what started with eye-opening realizations turned into some of the greatest times of happiness, best friends, laughter, togetherness. It was a wonderful year that made me believe I'd found the people I'd hoped would be in my life forever, but it was not meant to last.
2024 was coming to terms with double losses, setbacks, struggling to make peace with the past, pain, a lot of adjustment. I failed miserably at gracefully letting go of what was not meant to be, with some very hard realities...and a lot of silience.
2025 has been one of pushing myself, getting back in shape, finding my smile, realization, coming to terms with what is out of my hands. I keep on fighting for things when I know I'm right, but my approach has become more resigned and slightly less enthusiastic, as I've repeatedly faced disapproval, rejection, and hatred, the last one being the hardest to accept and understand.
Wanting to get back to me; trying to find the light and energy which had restored my faith and helped the world to shine more brightly. 💛✨️
